Speechless, shocked, devastated n sorts of feelings when i woke up from bed with a news about u were no longer in this world anymore, it completely hurting me badly enough,,, i didnt even had chances to meet u once for the last time,, we used to lived our childhood life and grow up together and start our journey as a student in tadika then primary school n separated in secondary school due to different courses n of course we are still getting close by mail n so on,, our childhood definitely ohsem n fantastic,,we used to lost contct for about a years,but the memories couldnt stop us from contacting each other,,, n we start again our connection from social network such as facebook n so on,, eventho we are far away and bz with our own matter, profession n different ways of life,, but this is us,, and lately i always bz myself with hectic life rather than meeting u once and until now,, i didnt even have chances to meet u,,, and the worst thing ever i do in life is i cant make myself available to comes on your wedding day...only now i realize one thing in life,, times will never wait for us,, i missed all the memories and if i do to had a chances to repeat again our childhood moments..and i will work for it. As i remember our last conversation when u asking me about when n who the first to get married n u win,.. I know u are the first to meet your partner,, but now u also the first to leave all your loves one,, your beautiful wife n family... I have no more words to say and i knew i have no right to question the fate n fact that Allah have made for us,, but i do understand that every things happen with reason,,knowing you is just a gud thing in life. As a matter of fact ,, i just couldnt lie to myself that i missed every single moment of our childhood,, your departure just like blink an eyes and u disappear without any notes ,,, May Allah Bless All your journey in life,, My prayer n thought are forever with you, SANUSI BIN MOHAMAD (8/4/1987- 3/1/2015) my bff,, my broderhood,,mycousin,, aminnn,,,
