12 May 2012
Life as we know it, everyone has their own life stories. As for
me, I have my own story n I’m sure that this thing happen once in a blue moon.
12 May is such a wonderful combination of number but for me, it was totally
different.
It was funny sometimes whenever I reach to the month of May in every year, but what can I say, I’m just a normal human being like others. Sometimes I feel like the whole world is going to against me all the time. It was so hard to believe but my hearts n minds could not stop thinking n always keep thinking all the time,
I might be one of the lucky person that been given some kind of miracle. Lets the story begin..
It was funny sometimes whenever I reach to the month of May in every year, but what can I say, I’m just a normal human being like others. Sometimes I feel like the whole world is going to against me all the time. It was so hard to believe but my hearts n minds could not stop thinking n always keep thinking all the time,
I might be one of the lucky person that been given some kind of miracle. Lets the story begin..
As I remember in the year of 2000,
when I was thirteen, I had a great time at home with family as usual as others
did. I’m a form 1 student at the nearest secondary school which is located not
really far from my hometown. I’ve forgotten about the date actually but the
beautiful nightmares that I had that night would never forget n haunt my life
until now. It seems like a sign of final destination of life that asked me to
prepare myself of facing my unpredictable future life.
It was wonderful night at home as usual. After finish doing my homework, I go for sleep. As my routine every night, I will read something before sleep such as, novels, magazines, and comic coz once I start reading, it will keep me sleep easily. Suddenly, my surrounding turn to different sight that I never expect. There a lot of people with different character, skin colour n size. After a minute, I could see a bunch of people that I seem to know them well enough, yeah!!! that's my mom n dad. I shouted at them loudly but then they look at me with different sight. I feel something strange is just happen to me at that time, but at the same time, I could feel that my fear at that moment had slowly decreases. There’s no more fear coz my parent is around. I just smiling at my parent n they reply back. I tried to talk with them but the sound of crowded people surrounding make me hardly to talk even couldn’t hear my own voice. I tried again n again with a loud voice in order to let them hear my call but then, my surrounding directly turn to white n the crowded people with noisy surrounding had gone and left me all of a sudden. I start to feel nervous again. I’m all alone at that time when I heard the sound of someone walking straight to me. His look were totally clean with white Jubah n serban on his head. He stand very close in front of me n smile to me. I smiled back to him in order to cover up my nervous feeling. I could feel my body is sweating a lot b’coz I had never been in that situation for the whole my life. Then, the old white man start to says something towards me;
‘’ Young man, you will die soon’’. There’s no hard feeling from me at time and I asked him back with simple question “when”. He smiled again n answered me back ‘’ 12 May’’. I asked again “which year?” n he’s answer “this year”. Then I just looked at him with silent mode and no more question. Speechless.
A minute later, i could see his look were slowly fading n left me alone, I try
to chase after him but I have no more ways to go. I shouted at him with a small
of hope that he will return back to me. There's no response from him. I call
him again n again but it doesn't change anything until he completely
disappeared from my eyes eventually, but then, my surrounding changed. I could
feel myself in another situation. I slowly open up my eyes n knowing that I
just had a nightmare. I looked at my watch, 2.00 am. I sat on my bed with a
sorts of feelings, my minds is full of question. I wiped my forehead with my
hand and my mouth non-stop saying YaAllah. Then, I opened window in my room
wider and looked out at the sky. I smiled to myself when I saw a millions of
stars in the sky n slowly continue my sleep.....
After that night, my
life is totally changed...I realized myself has been haunted with that
beautiful nightmare and I couldn't erase it completely from my minds. It was
always appear in my minds whenever I come to the month of May. I feel like the
most idiot person in this world. I tried so many times to avoid myself from
thinking about this but I just can’t.
It’s doesn’t means I’m scared
of death but it’s seem like I’m not ready yet to face all this things. Most
people said to me, it was just a dream. But for me, yes it was just a dream but
the way I met that old man in my dream is totally different. It might be a sign
for me that ask me to prepare myself ready all the time.
As a matter of fact, I had ever refer to the Ustaz in
my school, n he asked me to ignore the dream. But in my case, I feel so hard to
avoid myself from stop thinking n besides it automatically appear in my minds
in every year.
As for me... I believe it was just a dream. Allah knows everything. Always keep us close to Allah so that we will safe in the world n hereafter. When the time has come, we will return to Allah. May Allah always bless us in whatever things we do.Believes that Allah had plan the best for us...
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